Things are very rocky between me and you. Daaaamn, and it's not like things were like that from the start. It started only when It happened. i think i @!#$+%^&*()-ed up as usual, but still it's stupid cause there's a thick glass wall that's never been there before. Annoying.

Moving on to the other you that's been bothering me. I was looking through some of my old emails and i got a little nostalgic. i miss you, with every bit of me. She's extremely lucky to have you as bff, i have to say. And i realised i was narrowminded, and we shouldn't have fallen out cause of it. I don't know if saying this one more time may help things, for all i know you've forgotten, but here goes. Sorry. Really and truly, cause what we used to have meant alot to me. One of the greatest times in the 14 years of my life, February 08. Thank you for that, i love you.

And you, you #3. I think you've forgotten me, but that's (kinda?) okay. Cause we'll always have what was written on that paper. I know i know, they tell me you're a player. I don't believe them. Have never and (possibly) never will. Cause I don't want to remember you that way. 12 February 2008 - Edgar left. The connection i had with you was so deep then. I didn't handle things maturely like i should have. But i loved you(don't know if i did, don't know if i still do, don't know if it was love)(Still, i'll say it in a friend way). Your messages were erased from my phone when it was sent for repair, and i don't remember every single one of them. But I haven't forgotten; we both got hurt anyway. 

Goodnight everyone. It's 3AM and I need to cuddle up in my quilt soon cause everything's getting cold and there's no one to hug.

This is the last time i'm reminiscing about you whole lot. :)